September 2010
34 posts
God dropped me a visit in dawn dream.
dreamed of my passed dad, God.^yesterday can be an hour prolonged. i waited d/l till 6:30pm left office. dined in debt nearby, where the chef, a demon dirtily challenged me for several times. roamed in dorm all night, reviewing mafia led by sins in office restlessly attempting earning from me by bloodiness. this morning dreamed of my passed dad, so vivid never seen in years, preparing Ciba, 糍粑, in...
Sep 29th
a day thankful while shallowly sorry
a day thankful while shallowly sorry.^yesterday mostly a raining day. left office earlier than work time after got stuff from web, returned to QRRS dorms in pouring rain. in canteen i ate second loaned dinner. in night in dorm reviewing my love. by reviewing the riskiness waiting for d/l finished, i learned God just lets me be patient, in the end universally gift i yearning for waiting for me,...
Sep 27th
a day in bliss of rain.
a day in bliss of rain.^posted a blog entry to include recent tweets&photos, esp baby in new clothes. fix failing autopost, refined baby’s second qzone his mom help him claimed months ago. it drizzled before noon, so sweat in memory&faith of Asoh Yukiko, my Japanese Crowned Queen. China surveillance blocked heavily amid the operation, in joint with the sin on facing desk in office....
Sep 27th
sustainable life in anticipation.
This is a gloomy morning. last night listened a strong sermon, but after returned to dorm, i know the connection between dad, God with me, is my treasure&never will be public like the bible. reviewing baby’s smartness, really felt painful for so many occasions i mistaken his wonderful beaming response as stupid or meaningful. God, u know how dear my baby son, warrenzh, owner of site...
Sep 27th
praying for upgrade in our life.
today is so far a bright day, left over the darkness on yesterday. I’m to push this prompt blog entry to include recent tweets which mostly lengthy. looking upon the future, esp months ahead, i earnestly pray, God, let me have a new game notebook, a new udisk, and a new cellphone to replace my current one whose battery damaged heavily. i also want to treat baby in holiday with his favorite...
Sep 27th
publication platform vs my publish.
thx for the informativeness. i have both posterous&tumblr, but so far didn’t pay much attention to their difference. my blog mainly post my thoughts&life log, and usually post a collective of recent tweets in a week. i don’t care share nor community too much, but to let my voice out there, prophecy  inscribed. hope the subtle different emphasis among platform referred above...
Sep 19th
a day sees bright light.
a day with perfect workout.^read all day while attending d/l. before 6pm i got all i admired&left office. enjoyed dinner in canteen where i absent for days, partially for too late, partially for empty wallet, in the past week. after dinner jogged outside, with my short pant its a bit cool, but i determined to train myself against chill. can’t help telling baby&his mom the good news...
Sep 16th
God saves me from starvation&humiliation.
save arrives while attest endures.^yesterday’s sandstorm brought a peaceful sunny Thursday. dusts down like the effect of a drizzle in late Autumn. weak but bright sunshine likes milk&fragrance of lily. more elation of harvest of interesting pc games. got a holiday bonus of ¥200 from QRRS. God saves me from defame of penniless&starvation. but this month salary again suffers lose,...
Sep 16th
blogged while gaining from web.
wrote a prompt blog entry to include recent tweets.^yesterday closest encountered violence, which brought me a cold shake. treating baby son KFC costed almost all of my pocket money his mom restrained. ate grapes baby’s mom brought, quite sweat they r. teeth strangely automatically bleeding in night. dreamed a lot in dawn. posting/blogging quite smoothly this time. attending d/l while read....
Sep 15th
my schooling near start.
Guest post by benzrad, my dad. Its a bright morning. i pushed recent tweets to web. God, in an era of competing for darkness&ugliness i don’t save nor bless. in ur ordain, i kill or subdue all those rebellions against Holy. God, instill power&energy in me, lead me through the dirty with my Empire of China intact. 14/9/2010dog licking its paws.^today again a bliss. gaining pleasure...
Sep 15th
dark against light&hope.
Its a bright morning. i pushed recent tweets to web. God, in an era of competing for darkness&ugliness i don’t save nor bless. in ur ordain, i kill or subdue all those rebellions against Holy. God, instill power&energy in me, lead me through the dirty with my Empire of China intact. 14/9/2010dog licking its paws.^today again a bliss. gaining pleasure from the web. facing evil...
Sep 15th
dogs licking its paws. peace in save.
Its a bright morning. i pushed recent tweets to web. God, in an era of competing for darkness&ugliness i don’t save nor bless. in ur ordain, i kill or subdue all those rebellions against Holy. God, instill power&energy in me, lead me through the dirty with my Empire of China intact. 14/9/2010dog licking its paws.^today again a bliss. gaining pleasure from the web. facing evil stayed...
Sep 15th
a blessing day.
a blessing day.^today full of bliss. gained quite some games dreamed of. rested afternoon for resilient from yesterday’s intensive chore of maintaining legend pc baby made frequent usage. claimed more vanity url for family sites with x.co. the office pal tentatively talked about violence by local hooligans. left office before 5:30pm, join canteen at once. rest on garden bench, doubting...
Sep 13th
happy weekends in gaming.
a happy weekends.^this weekends full of games play. On Saturday i busy with migrating data between my mobile disk&a extended hard disk on legend home pc. on Sunday i rebuilt a clean os from backup with new patched&updates, then backup again, till baby&his mom dined out with her sister-in-law’s family and returned. baby quite enjoyed our gaming time, laugh&scream a lot. the...
Sep 13th
enjoy short url with x.co. dreamed of Japanese.
enjoy short url with x.co. dreamed of Japanese.^continued to refine family main blogger blogs, added statistics sidebar, check latest refinement on them. refined chrome settings. read&d/l. claimed family account with x.co, a new shortening url service from godaddy.com, devised some custom url for family sites. baby’s mom visited with her school here the meeting hall of QRRS, brought me...
Sep 10th
dreamed of Ramadan.
dreamed of Ramadan.^last afternoon busy refining all family blogger blogs with new template&google buzz sidebars&footer till 7pm left office. dined out by debt. in dorm restored os on notebook. talked about kid brother’s strange response, which suggests over exhausting or weak stance upon bait or conspire, in the morning with baby’s mom, emakingir. in dawn dreamed of Ramadan in...
Sep 8th
blazing day with work load.
a busy day.^posted recent comments in a blog, finished till late afternoon.  posted panorama of QRRS dorms to panoramio.com after China surveillance failed me many many times. geared up my adsense to cover more family sites. read&attending d/l. stayed in office near 7pm, chatted with kid brother about his corporate site, pinschina.com, about dynamic content. fetched baby who in his music...
Sep 7th
days in light. [Flickr] →
benzillar posted a photo: Posted via email from faezrland, fatherland under angels’ feather
Sep 7th
days in light. [Flickr] →
benzillar posted a photo: Posted via email from faezrland, fatherland under angels’ feather
Sep 7th
days in light. [Flickr] →
benzillar posted a photo: Posted via email from faezrland, fatherland under angels’ feather
Sep 7th
days in light. [Flickr] →
benzillar posted a photo: Posted via email from faezrland, fatherland under angels’ feather
Sep 7th
days in light. [Flickr] →
benzillar posted a photo: Posted via email from faezrland, fatherland under angels’ feather
Sep 7th
days in game light, tumbling toward happier new... →
7/9/2010 these days collecting games from web brought me so many breathtaking moments that i frequently call title of God to accept my obligations&witness the full of life. every moment when…
Sep 7th
days in light of entertainment.
7/9/2010these days collecting games from web brought me so many breathtaking moments that i frequently call title of God to accept my obligations&witness the full of life. every moment when i alone, i counted my loot with melting elation. in the weekends, i spent 2 days with baby in his mom’s house, routed from my dorm. we had great times, succeeded missions in games, enjoy soliciting...
Sep 7th
days in light.
7/9/2010these days collecting games from web brought me so many breathtaking moments that i frequently call title of God to accept my obligations&witness the full of life. every moment when i alone, i counted my loot with melting elation. in the weekends, i spent 2 days with baby in his mom’s house, routed from my dorm. we had great times, succeeded missions in games, enjoy soliciting...
Sep 7th
irresistible sink of PRC.
the well worded principle always a corner part of the larger ethic reality. in a bankrupt society like PRC, nothing ordered, or even well versed, can’t save the mainstream nor ethic national. 路透社新闻手册之“标准和价值观” from 李普曼 by 李普曼See this Amp at http://amplify.com/u/9st7 via Amplify.com Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉 | Comment »
Sep 6th
the future gap and judged of Chinese
Fang’s honest wins him forever dignity. God blesses honest Chinese, and only honest Chinese. hell Chinese nowadays on mainland China, esp those well fed by the dirty society. 时代周报:方舟子,最失败的中国人? Posted by Chiquitita, Filed under 光荣之路, views:2,201 viewsSee this Amp at http://amplify.com/u/9st1 via Amplify.com Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon...
Sep 6th
failure of any Chinese stemmed from sinful...
Lee is the living failing Chinese between China&the western. he nothing but a cheater&loser, even once witness the plenty&creative in western culture. he is far from a broker between sino-US, but a shameless betrayer of google even when google paid him. he is the vivid inferior of Chinese as born with weak backbone, a fart  licker of autocratic PRC. his career as well as personal life...
Sep 6th
a meaning full weekends
a meaning full weekends.^this weekends spent with baby in 2 days. we made progress on our favorite pc games. baby specially attracted by elf bowling 7, &said played with his mom later than 10pm in Saturday night. my kid brother borrow my logo design for family namespace, faezrland. i sent him via a neighbor’s Internet access in dorm. gays in the dorm started to harass me with their ill...
Sep 5th
finally posted recent 2 blogs to myspace.
finally accessed myspace.^yesterday i was in elation after i gained&supplement a broken archive from web near 6pm. my thx to God is saint&thick. baby’s mom still in afraid of talking money with me after see through my poor salary, coarsely let me shut up when i referred what i bought, like some tea yesterday. in the night trusted neighbor roommates help fixing my cellphone...
Sep 3rd
irresistible sink of China nowadays with no...
the dying China society, deepest core sin is the authority, or its back bone, Marxism vented by Russian. no cure for nowadays China, except total collapse&rebuilt into Empire under Zhu’s, the Emperor of last native Chinese nation. PRC, to its best, is a prototype of dark power from sins among German&Russian, outdated in today’s world since the flagship product, the Russia...
Sep 3rd
dreamed of Chinese Kong Fu, or Taoism.
dreamed of Chinese Kong Fu, or Taoism.^yesterday is busy. after work time the facing sin again stayed in office till i left before 6pm. after daily exercise, ie. rest on garden bench, jog around the front space of QRRS, rest on bed&dozed, till a neighbor guy visited. later dropped him a visit but nothing special. in dawn dreamed of a girl from working class with me join a Chinese Kong Fu...
Sep 2nd
storm in anticipation. →
1/9/2010 prepared for starvation emotionally.^yesterday narrowly a busy day. posted a blog, managed finding missing parts of web stuff. sorted stuff lately. the office was full, with all…
Sep 1st
bright day, happy days replayed.
1/9/2010prepared for starvation emotionally.^yesterday narrowly a busy day. posted a blog, managed finding missing parts of web stuff. sorted stuff lately. the office was full, with all members. i lingered for ten and more minutes after work time, till Internet on corp lan down. its strange but i know China surveillance acting upon. when i left the office, the street stood thick guarding cops. i...
Sep 1st