February 2010
28 posts
days in glory&echoes.
31/1/2010 learing day.^slept sound till after 10am woke up. lunched outside, then join office to elaborate static pages hosted on blogger&wordpress, the most prominent blog portals in the world. also posted recent tweets. narrowly done near 5pm. dined in canteen of QRRS dorms. Its all day a bright day. listened preach in nearby church, expressed thanks to the priest after most believers...
January 2010
34 posts
a puffing hunting day.
since last night turns agile with the idea of a new udisk, replacing the broken one i bought weeks ago. went to computer market at once after got up. bought baby a new mousepad he asked, and some food he likes. then all day with preparing clean os on 3 computers, including 2 notebook and a desktop. tried twice to make a bootable udisk, migrating data. lunch at baby’s mom’s home. later...
a busy day spoiled by damned win7's incompatible.
arranged agenda in last night. in office launched soon after arrival to add static pages to family blogger’s blogs which just support the feature. since 9am to 2pm, narrowly gave it a stop. main reason for the lagging, one is China surveillance’s blocking let time wasted in Internet response, another is the damned incompatible of win 7 disabled my most available html editor&let...
a day sees progress.
today finally got my family email box routinely checked&backup accounts. read in the morning. refined family google panoramio’s accounts, including vanity urls. help colleague fix shared printer. its originally bright, but dirts needs kill, so most of time in the afternoon its gloomy. i also put on coat in office for the chill of tomb from gays in office. sorted portable till near 6pm...
a normal busy day: benzrad's daily tweet on Jan...
got up around 7am, went to office near 8am. posted tweet, then read&download most of the day. also check family mail boxes routinely. finished task overdue, ie. added my passed dad’s only video in his last year on the earth, shot by my kid brother when he visited our hometown while in vacation from his Guangdong’s drifting employee’s life, into the link of his photo on sites...
insane&ill peers gawked into their problems upon...
dreamed lots of alumni of middle school&campus. also dreamed worked with some QRRS colleagues. after woke up, dog’s curse let me anxious awhile about my potent. since last night when i dined in the restaurant the evil against me on the topic: a couple whose family life turned a nightmare there asked another male friend to try to dissolve their family’s coldness of dying hearts. a...
benzrad's daily tweets Jan 25,2010
26/1/2010dreamed lots of alumni of middle school&campus. also dreamed worked with some QRRS colleagues. after woke up, dog’s curse let me anxious awhile about my potent. since last night when i dined in the restaurant the evil against me on the topic: a couple whose family life turned a nightmare there asked another male friend to try to dissolve their family’s coldness. a grey man...
benzrad's daily tweets Jan 24,2010
25/1/2010last night heard preach in local church again. the preach talk about traps, strange dream&phenomena, i quite informed of my situation. a beautiful girl lingered there after the preach, let me doubting where is my girl zhou. buzzed baby son after returned dorm about my love to him. before went to church, tried to contact my Guangdong girl sally. bought food from a nearby grocery shop...
To my girl zhou: about our new life.
23/1/2010in the after dinner roam, my heart weightened by girl’s anxious about how to support my new life with the lifestyle we wished. God let me more cherished what my girl zhou bring to me, from a clean hand, forever. and to relieve my girl’s burden of support my new life, God has it: Masheng, ur money, as well as Japan’s finiancial power, is the only money on the world...
Sun rerises as normal, but heart never sinks.
last night i treated my baby son and his mom as scheduled, after waiting my girl zhou in vain. she had left my sight for about more than 4 days, in which i sought wilderly. my heart turns hard upon her evading me, my memory fixed on the prime time when she strided in her white short coat and waving so loveable long legs. my girl zhou fiddles me with her hide-and-see, each time when i crying for...
benzrad's daily tweets.
20/1/2010dined with baby son&his mom.***last night dined with baby son. a dog behind him tentatively poked baby’s head when baby playing on his chair. kill the dog at once&told baby the death. Masheng, let ur special action squad do it, slaughter the dog insulting at once. got up lately after 8am. its again a bright day in brilliant sunshine. posted recent photos. 19/1/2010dreamed of...
benzrad's daily tweets
19/1/2010dreamed of celebrating lunar new year with my girl, almost sexed but hold for my girl zhou as God lets. Its snowing in dawn, likely since last night but don’t cover ground thick. 18/1/2010busy day with baby’s sites. missing my girl zhou again.^got up around 7am&went to office among crowd of QRRSers. fine tuned baby’s profile. my girl don’t appear in noon break....
benzrad's daily tweets suppliements.
17/1/2010just refined my old blog at 163.com (http://benzillar.blog.163.com ) when last night God recalled it in front. got additional one for the predecided (http://bentchu.blog.163.com ). all done in God’s shine. Masheng, i hope i will marry my girl zhou before the lunar lantern Day. hope u can settle our trip to my hometown, where my folks will witness the glory of my dad and his son. pl...
some google service left me under China...
within 2 days after i got wired to Interent within corporate lan, my gtalk/greader/gwave blocked by China surveillance, and deprived most joy of reading and information i need. and dog trying profit from sniffing my web traffic. God, who can judge, who can change? Only u. Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly… | Comment »
pray in hard. songing in&last.
14/1/2010bright day.^last night slept in time around 9:20pm, after prepared a blog entry enhenced by Holy message 3 times. woke up before 6am&got up before 7am, went to office at once. posted the blog entry first, then read within my greader. Its again a bright day. read after posted daily tweet. my girl zhou don’t appear in QRRS noon break. the department summoned to collect fund for...
love of father, love of son, love of girl
sad dawn dream.got wired via QRRS.^in dawn dreamed of baby less happy with my living my new life, a bit part from him. God, never let me live apart from my baby son, God of Universe, lives me with live source from him within me, live us together forever in one. live us the hardest likes diamond in Trinity. got up at 7:33am, after wondered on bed in early wakeup. arrived office around 8am,...
love of father, love of son, love of girl
sad dawn dream.got wired via QRRS.^in dawn dreamed of baby less happy with my living my new life, a bit part from him. God, never let me live apart from my baby son, God of Universe, lives me with live source from him within me, live us together forever in one. live us the hardest likes diamond in Trinity. got up at 7:33am, after wondered on bed in early wakeup. arrived office around 8am,...
sad dawn dream.got wired via QRRS.
in dawn dreamed of baby less happy with my living my new life, a bit part from him. God, never let me live apart from my baby son, God of Universe, lives me with live source from him within me, live us together forever in one. live us the hardest likes diamond in Trinity. got up at 7:33am, after wondered on bed in early wakeup. arrived office around 8am, QRRS’ lan wire already installed, but...
a dark night before a bright morning.
last night restlessly. surfed lately on cellphone. stranger haunted in the corridor. broken dreams. fell into sleep lately. woke up near 8am, went to office at once, and finally secured my 2 sim cards with new password after got the default password from the telcom’s booth, which out of service for several times due networks failure. its again a bright day. roamed most time in morning, later...
promising day, with delayed gospel.
last night went to sleep lately, again tried googling my web id via my cellphon’s wap. this morning woke up just after 7am, with an inner open eyes for gathering with my girl zhou. washed head after got up. it would be another great day, with brilliant sunshine. went to office after 7:30am, check e-bible for last night preach i heard. roamed in office, waiting corporate lan, with which the...
a great non-break day for hope ahead
ast night buzzed hometown about my departing from baby’s mother’s house, and my new marriage in view. this morning full of mixing desire for new life with my girl zhou let me woke up early, with burning craving for family life. went to office update sites’ sidebar to include family most namespaces as scheduled since 8am to 2:30pm, without break or lunch. all done, and such a...
full of joy&hope.
last night busy in office sorting family sites in sidebar against China surveillance frequent blocking my logos on different hosts. slept lately after 10pm, for memory of such a great day. dreamed a school girl succeeded in college entrance exam with her firends. dreamed managed a restaurant in US&in China. dreamed of coming love even under cops’ espionage. got up after 8am, and its a...
New year on new horizon.bleeding with hope and...
So many hopes of family and new family upon the new year of 2010. i will see my new marriage in the beginning of 2010, while baby son got his first International domain, warozhu.com, which now running with a simple but informative homepage based on my domain, be21zh.org. its all bright days, or white days in snowing, recently. i talk with my second wife, my Sun, from Janpanese Royal, in every...
my girl bullied me last night, but its a new...
last night lingered in office surfing till 7pm, to avoid the bully my girl zhou exerts on me. the night on bed restlessly, sexual desire turns strong in dawn, woke up first time before 7am. waited in dorm till 8am. refined sites’ images in office. dog in office turned agile&foamed of babbles, likely espionaged last night my girl zhou refusing me by picked a man’s bike&left...
a blessing day, with magpies croak over me.
bought myself tea, a long time wanting, and taste it at once in office. the world all brightly white in last night’s snow. read awhile in office. dogs there espionaged closely. the monitor long time in the morning absent, but just after i connected to web with his wire, he appeared&complained about unabled to connect at once as usual, likely informed by the gay on facing desk, trying to...
a hopeful day. - Jan 6,2010
last night met my girl zhou in QRRS rush time, follow her till cross road, peaceful&hopeful. then returned to office to contact Taiwan friend to upload source files to my family domains, ie. baby’s warozhu.com and mine be21zh.org. dealt routine stuff. Its snowing all night, so auspicous. sms girl Feng in Guangdong. tried wap access my favorite portals on my new cellphone, went to bed...
a blessing day, with magpies croak over me.
finally baby’s site, warozhu.com, running, and my site, be21zh.org, updated, with the help from Taiwan friend. also got the forum of the 2 domains working&refined, after so many errs in source code&blocking from China surveillance. its really a hopeful day, but missing my girl zhou in rush time of work over. i worked lately but managed in position in time to wait for my girl, a girl...
a hopeful day.
last night met my girl zhou in QRRS rush time, follow her till cross road, peaceful&hopeful. then returned to office to contact Taiwan friend to upload source files to my family domains, ie. baby’s warozhu.com and mine be21zh.org. dealt routine stuff. Its snowing all night, so auspicous. sms girl Feng in Guangdong. tried wap access my favorite portals on my new cellphone, went to bed...
busy with fix my win7 on acer notebook.
last night met my girl zhou just under my office. the dog in the front office stared me when i waiting, so i shift to another place. my girl tentatively stopped by a icecream vendor aside the road, i picked up&first time closely watched her eyes. its almost our first direct eyes’ contact. after she left, baby’s mom, emakingir arrived to bring me my medcines. i had visited the...
a dirty day.
pc crashed when i copy to udisk. tried all kind of bootable disk but failed. got insult from a doggie gay in neighbor room for my borrow his notebook awhile to fix remission problem with my Taiwan friends who just got me my baby’s domain, warozhu.com. killing snow since then. Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly… | Comment »
bought my first cellphone, &under...
last night restlessly, longing sex with my girl zhou. got up lately&heading to office immediately. retouched family sites while the 2 once colleagues staying in office. tried to upload to my domain registaar but failed again. then gathered with baby&his mom in supermarket, bought baby foods he likes, ate in KFC. then i finally first time buying my own cellphone. also bought under...
finished logo design for warozhu.com, baby son's...
last night busy with logo design till 10pm. this morning woke up by tractor’s engine again. finally retouched the logo, with Chinese slogan. the haunted computer market to buy 8gb udisk, to prepare migrating acer notebook to my usage, while hasee notebook left to baby as he wanted. migrated data between notebook in office from 2pm-8pm. also prepared warren’s site, but China...
sound sleep. woke up in vital engine sound of a...
last night thought awhile on bed, talking to baby son in heart. woke up around 8am. a porting tractor’s healthy engine’s pulse accompany reviewing some time on bed. preparing baby’s site since then, based on my site of be21zh.org, design warozhu’s logo. then join baby son&his mom at Golden Hans buffet, where i tried to fix acer notebook but all bootalbe udisk failed....
buy baby son his domain, warozhu.com, with help...
dreamed of a sportman in family name zhu. his sport is double swords. after his performance, i picked his swords he shot&returned to him. the dorm’s door keeper, an old fat woman, behaved evil: last night she with an other woman washed clothes lately from 8pm-9pm, and this morning again did&made noise around 5am in the nearby lavatory of the dorm. such a dirt! busy contacting Taiwan...